Maša Plaznik, 8/30/2015
Today I decided to tell you something about me that very few people know. My hidden life story. Most of you may have already noticed that I am smiling and always in a good mood. To look positively at life and events around me. I accept people as they are and I learn every day how I can make myself and others even happier. It is with great pleasure that I help people who want and seek help.
You don’t know, though, that I haven’t always been the way I am now. As a child, I was very unhappy, sad and angry. Although I lived in an orderly and loving family, I felt lonely and always on a different track. I was jealous, nervous and sad. I didn’t understand why people didn’t like me. Because I longed for love so much, I constantly tried to satisfy others and therefore competed in all possible areas in order to be noticed. What have I not done! Despite everything, I did not feel happy, perfected, loved, accepted… and above all, I did not live lightly, relaxed and calm. I’ve always been on thorns and in anticipation of what’s going to happen and what something should look like. I always wanted to please others in order to be accepted as I am. I was very often sick, anemic, and fuller in stature. Above all, inwardly never happy with myself.
One day, when I was already going to college, I realized that it would not go on like this. I wondered what was wrong with me and why things like this were happening to me. Why the people I had around me at the time don’t understand me and what I’m supposed to be doing in this world at all. That’s when my world started to open up, that’s when my spiritual and personal growth began. Unknowingly, I used the tool I now use when working with clients. I wondered and waited to get a helpful answer from somewhere. By reading spiritual books, talking to people who did not judge me but listened to me, I realized that I can only help myself. All the books that somehow came into my hands by chance, all the people I happened to talk to about myself and what was really lurking inside me, weren’t really just a coincidence. Everything that came into my life came with a purpose. And everything is always at the right time. The key books that helped me at the time were like The Celestine Prophecy and The Mystery. They revealed a whole new world to me. I followed the recommendations and instructions I rediscovered and was surprised to begin to discover the beauties I carried within me. Everything I longed for was already in me - with a lot of dust on it.
I indulged my sixth sense and did what I felt was just that moment. I just trusted. I enrolled in a photography course and a dance course. For the first time, I signed up somewhere on my own (without having a familiar company there) and with no expectations of what would happen there, even though I didn’t know anyone in advance. On a dance class, I finally met a person who really understood me. Even after the first 15 minutes of the conversation, I had the feeling that we had known each other since time immemorial. I glowed with joy and happiness, which other people noticed as well. That was my change, my springboard. This person is now my husband, partner, friend, my soulmate. With him, I had the opportunity to get to know who I really was. I started with yoga and meditation. I did a few Thetahealing courses, a few 13 Flowers of Life matrices, did an Access bars course and then advanced Access consciousness courses. I did Usui Reiki courses. All of these sciences have helped me to resolve the problems and conditions I was in. Day by day I felt better and more and more myself. By working on myself, I found out many things that I didn't even think I could have or. hiding inside. I learn something new every day and now I am changing myself and the world around me completely differently. In my own experience, I have found that everyone has their own problems and that anything can be fixed as long as there is a will to change.
Now I am healthy, happy and light. I act according to the situation and no longer based on how I have been taught that I can respond
On the left is Maša from 2012 at a time when she was dealing with depression. On the right is Maša in 2015.
Maša in june 2020.